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Bloodstream

by Ay Wing

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1.
Trippin 02:50
(In love, in love) (Yeah) I'm alone now 
The walls are caving in when I'm at home now I'm zoning in and out
 Oh what a change and shift in my way of thinking I must be trippin I see colours on the windows, colours in the light Everything’s turning kaleidoscope eyes 
I think I'm trippin 
I must be trippin (I must be trippin) Surrender to the darkness, surrender to the light Teach me and show me what’s hidden inside
 I think I'm trippin on you 
You make me see all the hues Lost in the moment 
I’m formlessly floating
 Everywhere I look my vision is distorted I’m trippin on you
 Making me see all the hues 
(Ah ah) Only beauty
 Double vision, a colourful movie
 Sliding down the walls when you run through me faster than electricity I must be trippin Sacred geometry
 Hexagons all over me 
There goes the one I used to be Room turned into an ocean Surfing on the waves
 And there ain’t time to waste Surrender to the darkness, surrender to the light Teach me and show me what’s hidden inside
 I think I'm trippin on you 
You make me see all the hues Lost in the moment 
I’m formlessly floating
 Everywhere I look my vision is distorted I’m trippin on you
 (Trippin on you) Makin’ me see all the hues I breathe I love I am I breathe I love I am I breathe I love I am I breathe I love I am
2.
Kaleidoscope eyes Shine bright (Ah) Your aura brings the light The sun shines through like gold Keep riding Keep riding Riding Poppy flower lined roads Keep riding Keep riding Riding I think I’m in heaven (Oh) I’m under your love spell Keep riding Keep riding Riding This love is real (Ah) This love is strong (ah) Your energy beams (Ah) Like a prism Kaleidoscope eyes Shine bright (Ah) Your aura brings the light Shine Shine bright (Ah) Your aura brings the light Your aura brings the light Shine Fluorescent luminescent effervescence Light up the whole projects in mere seconds Mic checking light bending I’m reflective I can shine brighter when I’m next to you for the record Like a gold necklace bling bling a bright presence Such a high essence can’t shake can’t fret it Spread my wings on the run I need sun There’s some dark clouds still lurking over at once It’s too many shadows bring a flashlight when you come Been a long battle I’m so glad we’ve overcome Can you shine for me bright for me white lights In a 540 time taking it’s time on me Build the vibe for me Your aura still glowing My divine shorty everything that I need for me Keep the blinds open The lights shining that could blind both us Staring directly at the sun with both eyes open Your kaleidoscope eyes Shine bright (Ah) Your aura brings the light Shine Shine bright (Ah) Your aura brings the light I see my own reflection (Ah Ah Ah) In your eyes We have connection Show me a new direction (Ah Ah Ah) Seems we got superpowers Without wings we fly Feels like I’m coming home Feels like a sacred zone Shine bright (Ah) Your aura brings the light Shine Shine bright (Ah) Your aura brings the light Kaleidoscope eyes Kaleidoscope eyes (Ah) Kaleidoscope eyes Kaleidoscope eyes (Ah)
3.
Selfcare 02:41
I need I need I need I need self-care I need I need I need to be aware Of my body body body body Of my body body body I sense your feelings I feel your weight I think I’m drowning I can’t separate (myself from you) My intuition Learned how to listen With every decision (mhmm) Reclaim My space Changing my ways I wanna be active Don’t wanna be passive Where is the karma Where is the payoff I need some solitude I need some days off I need I need I need I need self-care I need I need I need to be aware (aware) Of my body body body body Of my body body body body I need I need I need I need self-care I need I need I need to be aware (aware) Of my body body body body Of my body body body My superpower My super curse Will it devour me Not putting me first My biggest strength Turned into weakness Opened my heart Then leave me sleepless I want the days back When I was feeling lighter Get me on track So I can feel inspired I want the karma I want the payback Find my true power And my way back I need I need I need I need self-care I need I need I need to be aware (aware) Of my body body body body Of my body body body body I need I need I need I need self-care I need I need I need to be aware (aware) Of my body body body body Of my body body body Back in the driver’s seat Trying to believe Keep the faith Keep the faith In the driver’s seat Trying to believe Keep the faith Keep the faith In the driver’s seat Trying to believe Keep the faith Keep the faith In the driver’s seat Trying to believe Keep the faith
4.
Bloodstream 02:20
Fear is in my body In my cells My bloodstreams My head’s in the clouds Filled with doubt A voice shouts Why does it hurt so bad I should feel so good Why do I feel so sad Am I misunderstood Let myself feel it all So I’d be coming home So I’d be coming home to me Let myself feel it all So I’d be coming home So I’d be coming home to me It’s hard to find a balance And manage when I’m challenged The pain and the beauty Are both wandering through me Why does it hurt so bad I should feel so good Why do I feel so sad Am I misunderstood Let myself feel it all So I’d be coming home So I’d be coming home to me Let myself feel it all So I’d be coming home So I’d be coming home to me So I’d be coming home So I’d be coming home to me
5.
(Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah) Renew my spirit
 Feed my soul
 How can I embrace to feel whole (whole) Beams of light
 Illuminate
 Keep me warm and keep me save Strawberry clouds scattered across the sky Way up high 
It reminds me Of childhood memories Limitless fantasies Felt so alive Would you dare to dream to dream (plant the seed) Would you plant the seed, the seed (it’s the air) 
It’s air you breathe you breathe (it’s the water)
 It’s the water that you need Roaming through the hidden doors Find the passage to
 My buried core 
Promise solace and release Hold my hand
 Come play with me 
Strawberry clouds scattered across the sky Way up high 
We’re here we’re now
 Allowing the stillness in
 Let it Would you dare to dream to dream (plant the seed) Would you plant the seed the seed (it’s the air) 
It’s the air you breathe you breathe (it’s the water) 
It’s the water that you need (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) Would you dare to dream to dream (would you dream) (Plant the seed) 
Would you plant the seed the seed (would you plant the seed) (It’s the air)
 It’s the air you breathe you breathe (it’s the water)
 It’s the water (it’s the water) that you need (need) (Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah) I always dare to dream I’m gonna plant the seed (Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah) I always dare to dream 
I’m gonna plant the seed
6.
Show Up 03:18
Show up Show love I’m not singing your song anymore No I won’t I’m done putting your wisdom above Above my own I don’t need your approval Don’t need your advice No I don’t Learned to feed myself love Because I’m always enough Yeah I’m home (La La La La) I used to treat myself unkind Now I won’t I used to leave myself behind It took me sometime to realize (sometime) I’m prepared for rejection Ok if we don’t get along Rather trust my reflection I’m centered I’m focused I’m home (I got to) Got to show up Nobody will do that for me I got to show love Trust myself Trust my journey Lo Lo Lo Love (Nobody will do that for me) Lo Lo Lo Love (Trust myself) (Trust my journey) (Show up and) (Show love and) (Show up and) (Show love) (Show up and) (Show love and) (Show up and) Drop your high expectations I’m fulfilling my own I am no longer afraid Of letting you go (go go go) I’m a witch I’m a saint Whatever makes me whole You can judge all you want I let go of what I can’t control (no no no) Got to show up (up) Nobody will do that for me I got to show love (love) Trust myself Trust my journey Lo Lo Lo Love (Nobody will do that for me) Lo Lo Lo Love (Trust myself) (Trust my journey) And if you’re down It’s ok not to be ok Let it storm let it rage You know that season’s change If it pours let it rain When it hurts Bear the pain The sun comes out another day (Hey ey ey) Got to show up (I gotta show up) Nobody will do that for me I got to show love (show love) Trust myself Trust my journey Lo Lo Lo Love (Nobody will do that for me) Lo Lo Lo Love (Trust myself trust my journey) (Show up and) (Show love and) (Show up and) (Show love) (Show up and) (Show love and) (Show up and) (Show love) (Show up and) (Show love and) (Show up and) (Show love) (Show up and) (Show love and) (Show up and) (Show love)
7.
Ready 03:23
Tell me when you’re ready What takes so long Tell me when you’re ready C’mon Can’t you hear me calling What’s going on Tell me when you’re ready What’s wrong Don’t leave me waiting and waiting for hours I got my coat on You’re still in the shower Tell me when you’re ready What takes so long Tell me when you’re ready C’mon Still I know (I know) I could be more patient Just a little laid back There you go (you go) Feels like you’re complacent Please don’t leave me waiting (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) Babe I hear you calling What’s going on Why you’re in a hurry What’s wrong Give me a minute Just jumped in the shower I’m done in a heartbeat Don’t turn off the power Put me under pressure Why such a rush be easy on me babe, don’t fuss Still you know Don’t wanna test your patience Leaving you frustrated Round we go Miscommunication Is the name of the game (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah) (Ah Ah Ah Ah) (Ah)
8.
Life’s a mess
 Full of craziness
 Lost in your own movie
 You can lie in bed
 Wrapped in loneliness 
A rockstar without her groupies (I know), there are cracks in the ceiling
 (I know), even if you don’t see them (Makes you), question what you believe in Why should I even care (Then I), then I pick up the pieces (Have faith), have faith when I need it (Somehow), no I won’t be defeated The answer’s always there No Wonder Woman Flying under the radar But still flying high No Wonder Woman I’ve sold all my capes But I'm doing fine No Wonder Woman (Don’t you worry) (Don’t you worry) No Wonder Woman (Don’t you worry) (Don’t you worry) I’m doing fine Been losing touch
 Pulling back too much Pressure changes everything What’s behind this smile Am I in denial
 Cause it’s overwhelming me (I know), there are cracks in the ceiling
 (I know), even if you don’t see them (Makes you), question what you believe in Why should I even care (Then I), then I pick up the pieces (Have faith), have faith when I need it (Somehow), no I won’t be defeated The answer’s always there No Wonder Woman Flying under the radar But still flying high No Wonder Woman I’ve sold all my capes But I'm doing fine No Wonder Woman (Don’t you worry) (Don’t you worry) I’m doing fine (Don’t you worry (Don’t you worry) I’m doing fine (Uh, yes) 
My worries warrant
 More than your wanting a woman of wonder In slumber I salvage the image
 You made it your madness 
Forgetting my manners 
Trying my damnedest 
Not to come damage 
Tastefully manage
 Don’t save a place for me
 Or carve out space for me
 Hold down my homies
 Who know how this race can be
 Powers and balance 
I handle it gracefully No Wonder Woman (ooh ooh ooh) No Wonder Woman (ooh ooh ooh) No Wonder Woman (ooh ooh ooh) (Don’t you worry ) (Don’t you worry) I’m doing fine (Don’t you worry) (Don’t you worry) I’m doing fine
9.
Knots 02:08
Untie these knots I wanna love (Ah) I called today To say I’m sorry (Ah) Did I misbehave Or do I worry to much (Ah) Didn’t mean to make You part of my mess You know I’m restless Since I’ve left Untie these knots I wanna love and understand you We both fuck up but I ain’t Given up I feel the tension that you wear I could pretend that I don’t care Feels like I’ve known you forever Feels like I’ve known you forever I feel the tension in the air I hope you know that I care Feels like I’ve known you forever Feels like I’ve known you forever I’ve been channeling All my energy Loving myself I’m a better me Take off the world From my shoulder I found my closure I want you closer Untie these knots I wanna love
10.
True Mirrors 04:04
Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Reset rewind Trust myself Be kind I’m coming home Don’t dim my light Put my armor down My battle stopped now I’ve lost myself But now I’m found Used to lock up all my needs Trying to please Everyone I’m so done Used to bottle up my fears And all these unshed tears In my body Didn’t love me True mirrors Reveal what you’re feeling When you need healing And true mirrors Won’t call you eccentric When you’re authentic Trying Trying Trying As good as I can be The best version of me Two mirrors leading to infinity Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh You’re shining You’re glowing Your orbit is growing Like you’ve swallowed the moon Make everything bloom You’re intuition You got to listen To that inner vision of you It’s the truth It’s all in you (Truth) It’s all in you True mirrors Reveal what you’re feeling When you need healing And true mirrors Won’t call you eccentric When you’re authentic Trying Trying Trying As good as I can be The best version of me Two mirrors leading to infinity Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh (Ah) Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh (Ah) (Ah) Forgiving is easy if you want to Try try try I’d rather fall then never try Never dare to fly Forgiving is easy if you want to Try try try I’d rather fall then never try Never dare to fly (Ooh) Dare To fly (Ooh)
11.
Ego 03:18
Mhm mhm I could feel it in my sleep Lost the ground beneath my feet Fear growing underneath I tried to understand Why things slip from my hands Why can’t I just let them be Rearrange my clothes Try to tidy up my thoughts Sweep the dust away I’m tripping in and out But there’s this piercing sound Ringing in my ear (O-o-o-oh) I’m ready to free fall Ready to be caught Let go of my ego I’m ready to free fall Ready to be caught Let go of my ego O-o-o-oh O-o-o-oh O-o-o-oh O-o-o-oh Losing energy I’m chasing purity Like a fool I try to control I am taming this voice Quieting the noise So restless I can’t sleep Where is sadness Where is anger Why can’t I surrender To the place where I can be (O-o-o-oh) I’m ready to free fall Ready to be caught Let go of my ego I’m ready to free fall Ready to be caught Let go of my ego O-o-o-oh O-o-o-oh O-o-o-oh O-o-o-oh Ooh you Feed freckles on my skin Ooh you And I’m riding with the wind I’m riding with the wind I’m riding (I’m riding) I’m riding (I’m riding) (O-o-o-oh) I’m ready to free fall Ready to be caught Let go of my ego I’m ready to free fall Ready to be caught Let go of my ego (O-o-o-oh) (O-o-o-oh) I am ready (O-o-o-oh) I am ready (O-o-o-oh) I am ready (O-o-o-oh) I am ready
12.
Angel Blue 03:05
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Look in the mirror you’re so beautiful And I’m so damn insecure but you you you got it all I’m stuck with this tension In my chest Bottled up emotions Put them back in motion Would you make me dream again (mhm) I’m facing all these fears (mhm) Would you make me sleep again (mhm) So I don’t need to care Would you hold me Hold me when I break (mhm) (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) Would you hold me Hold me when I break (mhm) (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) Restless through the night I’m on overdrive Starring down my shadow Searching for a balance I’m a saint I’m a savage Wisdom turns to madness Would you still put me first When I’m at my worst Would you make me dream again (mhm) I’m facing all these fears (mhm) Would you make me sleep again (mhm) So I don’t need to care Would you hold me Hold me when I break (mhm) (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) Would you hold me Hold me when I break (mhm) (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) (Mhm) Hold me (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) (Mhm) (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) Haaa Hold me hold me (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) Hold me Hold me hold me (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) Would you make me dream again (mhm) I’m facing all these fears (mhm) Would you make me sleep again (mhm) So I don’t need to care Would you hold me Hold me when I break (mhm) (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) Would you hold me Hold me when I break (mhm) (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) (Hold me hold me) when I (Hold me hold me) when I (Hold me hold me) when I break (Hold me hold me) when I (Hold me hold me) when I (Hold me hold me) when I break
13.
Lift Me Up 02:46
Take me Taste me While our bodies slowly levitating Feel me Closer As we’re drifting into spaces never seen I’m Diving in your swimming pool and I Love the way we float Nothing like when you Lift me up When I’m drowning in self doubt Lift me up When my spirit’s washed out Lift me up As we’re going through changes Lift me up As our world goes crazy Dangerous Below the surface In the deep end but I had to jump right in I’m breathless A stream through my chest I’m about to leave my body No Feel the gravity slipping away Like water we are flowing And I love when you Lift me up When I’m drowning in self doubt Lift me up When my spirit’s washed out Lift me up As we’re going through changes Lift me up As our world goes crazy Strawberry cocktail We’re dancing in this liquid love Strawberry cocktail We’re dancing in this liquid love Lift me up When I’m drowning in self doubt Lift me up When my spirit’s washed out Lift me up As we’re going through changes Lift me up Lift me up Lift me up (Lift me up) When I’m drowning in self doubt Lift me up When my spirit’s washed out Lift me up As we’re going through changes Lift me up As our world goes As our world goes crazy

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Ay Wing’s debut album „Bloodstream“ is an immersive dreamscape. Delicate yet powerful vocals plunges the listeners into an intimate and vulnerable world.
The soulful, dreamy songs are about going deep within oneself, into the body, the cells, the bloodstream to face fears and buried emotions.

Ay Wing delivers this journey to come back to herself in a style that’s all her own.

Ay Wing states:
“After experiencing body therapy I realized that I’ve suppressed a lot of emotions over the years which manifested in tensions in my body. By learning to allow myself to feel everything without judgment, channeling these experiences into songs, I could slowly liberate myself from these tensions and understand myself better.“
Ay Wing’s soundscape is inspired by alternative R’n’B, psychedelic synthesizer layers and a beat driven production.
„I was writing songs that I would listen to without thinking in genres or putting myself in a box“.

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released October 28, 2022

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Ay Wing Berlin, Germany

Berlin-based independent artist Ay Wing makes energetic, beat-driven alternative R&B with introspective lyrics. Femininity and spirituality are central to the Swiss native's music, which explores emotional journeys. Her music is a cross-pollination of sounds, from dreamy nostalgic haze to bass-heavy soul-pop. ... more

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